Stay Out of the Bars?

Love this picture. On the porch at Mighty Cup. Nice place.
Had given it to a friend and wanted not to publish.
Just for her, but she never got back to me. So...
At one time might have liked to make something like it.

And could perhaps go there for the movie tonight.
Would, however, need a ride. Maybe meet someone here.
Here being a place within walking distance. Bad situation.
Tags expired. Insurance lapsed. Hunkered down. Grounded.

Such a bear; all this time (as mentioned) and no friends.
It's really odd. Everyone out for themself and out of it.
I've tried as well as I could to get along and acquaint myself.
Just don't understand the strangeness of this place.

The irony is that were I to make an acquaintence now,
it might be construed as "weird" or worse. Ridiculous.
That's really something - I remember my father saying that;
"He's weird." Imagine that. No, don't have to. Really happened.

Well, I'd like to get beyond it, and I have for the most part.
But the reamifications of the poisoned well redound today.
My father could never stand anyone being his better whom,
and this includes many worthies, he considered his inferior.

Tomorrow, all I've got left is a dollar. For coffee and wi-fi.
At Spud's. Love visiting with the folks there. Keeping up.
Then I've got to walk to the counselor; thence to church.
Have no idea what to do. Completely trusting in the Lord.